The Divine Essays: My Observations on God 👼🪐

I’ve realized that, many of the ideas I once had, keep floating around. Things I was highly opposed to in the past, but I’ve become more receptive to.

A List of things I never thought I would come around to:

1. I never thought I would be a Drake fan,

2. I never thought I could ever be friends with a woman again truly — a story for another time.

3. I never thought I would like the whites of eggs — I eat 12 eggs a day presently.

4. I thought I would always be a heathen, but God has become a topic of interest recently.

I’m on a journey of finding God, but it’s sort of a peculiar turn of events. I was a devout athesist during my high school days — my rebellious pubescent days.

A very interesting observation I’ve made is that many of my closets friends and asscoiates believe and worship a God — the traditional concept of God. It seems like the universe is communcating an interesting message.

I’m not sure if I’m turning to God because of the biases of having so many religious counterparts, or because the opposing side of the spectrum have become degenerate.

I read a very interesting book on the occult — The Kybalion — which I beleive to be a precursor to religion. It formulates an idea about the concept of God, that is less humanoid — a man in the sky (or woman).

God was described more of as a force, a singular entity where we are sublevels of God. God being more a description of the whole, we are sectors of this whole.

This shifted my general perview of who or what God truly is. Maybe my concept of God being humanoied being was the wrong mindframe. Maybe God, is something else.

Interesting this book recommendations came from a friend of mine — Mr. Green — that is on the path to Islam.

Amazon Link to “The Kybalion”

I have a neighbor I take to the gym quite often. It’s a normal ritual every morning, for me to determine what to listen to as we journey to the gym.

Recently, I’ve been listening to playlist for the band System of the Down, the first song on the playlist is called Chop Suey!. To also preface she is a devout Christian herself, this is where I’ve become keen to observe behaviour that many may not take note of, or maybe I’m reading quite deeper than I need to.

On the second day of playing this particular song, I noticed she decide to put in her headphones, I assume because a specific lyric from the song, because this was an uncommon thing for her to do.

The line in the song goes ‘I cry when angels deserve to die’, on the surface level this may seem blasphemous if heard in passing, but really placed in context it gives the entire picture of the song.

Just an interesting story about how without context, anything can be taken out of context.